seven for anne
I’m splitting at the places that you
Taught me not to show;
It’s more a tube-fed kind of inward shove
Of knowledge than a hunch, to still remember how
Even little schoolboys know
There’s no such beast as
Everlasting love.
I’m splitting at the places that you
Taught me not to show;
It’s more a tube-fed kind of inward shove
Of knowledge than a hunch, to still remember how
Even little schoolboys know
There’s no such beast as
Everlasting love.
What is it
That wakes you in the daytime
And stirs you to say:
I must
?
Do you not know
Your arms are too short
To box with God?
I picked up smoking.
My mouth will be a smoked cave of the ancients
And the tears in my eyes will have a cause.
But believe me, that it is no good this way.
That i would rather smoke incense or moore
In an ancient temple.
Once,
I walked into a foreign home
To light a match
She’s so lovely, the translucent lace scarlet
Braces at her knees. Prettier than me, so much
Softer in the light,
No wicked mirrors twisting her ecclesiastic skin Into grey-pink scars, arms Free of verses, only hushed and silenced goings At the metal, heat to heat, I’ve never Seen a prettier girl. I’ve never seen a prettier girl in my whole life. I am ugly, then, but I have The words, and I have made a saint of her because it was Her Bed That was undone, are you sure this is What you choose? And who brought you here To this bridge? So many words Cut and bleeding on the sidelines of the path My broken fingers take From your calves to your core—like soldiers Astride a terrible fence in a terrible war, Seemingly living—upright—but in reality, Dead, their blood thick like a birthday cake. Words that I whispered to you but Disappeared in my deep pounding’s wake: She’s better If they stretched her out at 10-years-old Like the Vaganova girls She’d pass the test, And I would fail-- I’m not as lithe And not as frail. She’d be a graduate, and I would Go back to my village, Disappointing my mother, And regurgitating ink All over the walls. So Choose CarefullyKeep your poetry
Far from decoration; it’s past the time
For sweet love songs and similes,
Like graveyards dug
By those who fill them
They are dead and gone.
New grass has covered them
And now
Couples weaving hands, weaving hearts,
Walk upon them, opposite direction
From the wind, planning
Their future
Atop the bones
Of 62 years ago
Keep your poetry
Away from frills,
Pretty
Is no longer wanted
In this ring of jiving,
Smoothing fingers
Pressing in
Against words,
Keep away from alliteration or you’ll
End up all alone;
Rhymes are to be avoided at all costs,
Even if the syntax
Is calculated, and the accosted
Understood; even if the structure
Is sophisticated, carries
What’s lost the way
No other forms could.
Place a swear word
In your poem, somewhere
In the middle—keep it scarce,
And connect it to reclaiming
Pride for your tribe that was prodded and stolen away,
Make sure to say
That the clearing was yours before it hit them.
That the buckling, undoing of peoples
Would never occur in your realm.
My grandmother
Is a gypsy—Roma—that’s good shit
To put in a poem. They were nomads
And tracked the woods
Looking for resting places, selling
Tokens and organs and sex
Compelling tales of hooded
Witches, eating scraps
Of childhood, spreading broken glass and blood
At the opening of doors, to bring
Old lover back,
Spells to lull the rich
From the sinned mouth of the poor
Not Jews, though.
That would be bullshit.
They wouldn’t even send you
A goddamn rejection letter.
Don’t say you’re a Jew,
But don’t cry out others’ injustice either
Lest it become
Your story and not theirs.
As if sorrow has kings and queens
And an owner and heirs.
The rulebook is strict, but
It is very clear. And you can’t undo
Anything that’s been done
To rob and to rape, and it’s been
Long enough that’s it’s you who has won
Even though Treblinka seeps through generations
Like a faucet you cannot seem to turn hard enough
To keep it from trickling.
The maddening minds
Fine and ripe for the picking,
You’re not a dead poet,
So speak not of love whether death struck or kicking.
You haven’t the right
And not the most recent of agendas in your words so—
Sorrowful partings, it is not per our
Publishing policy, I fear,
Not quite exactly
What we were looking to hear.
If you could, just remember that they’ve
Got the story, and if we tell their story,
We’re knaves, only here to be rid
Of our forefathers sin
Not that we’d listen
We would listen, we would,
But to honour the brave and the heaven
By telling our brethren
How to behave
Would be best, is what they said.
And it works: Everyone’s frightened,
And a girl with bright eyes was shot in the head
And the world is moving,
But it’s not Frost and Woolf anymore, so
You don’t get a word in here, darling
On what it is that lives
And what it is that is dead.
(Bianca,
I saw your storytelling
In another row
Of living;
You were kind and receiving,
You lived,
There was never this poem.
You were breathing and calm
In your stride and your smile.
On vacation from college, you got to go
Home.
I wanted to tell them
But on second thought,
We’ll be pleased with the back-and-forth rocks
We’ll be all dressed in flowers then
And in cassocks and in frocks)
I pledge my allegiance to the flag,
I pledge
To the Republic—
But you cannot stand
As you chant,
You try again—
I pledge my allegiance
To the lands that I stole
To the girl I have murdered
To the miners of coal
And the minders of gold
Who lost air
Underground,
I pledge my allegiance to the gift of the sound
One nation, indivisible—
One, two, rushed, harsh breaths
One nation, two deaths,
One Nation, you choke to speak
One World, indivisible?
No such luck
One land,
Divisible
Under no God—
Fuck
Tell me
What courage is, she
Whispered.
Because you seem to
know
My body is a beautiful country,
And the words of wisdom it makes are
you.
would you make of me a devil or a saint, for
hungrily lusting after flesh?
These sinners seem to lose momentum.
Better get it while its fresh.
you flatter me, i
do
seethe at the sight of these
tangled nights
coming to an early end,
no?
Every time you say,
It will be worth it.
You are breathing
a brand new world